LOUD WHISPERS: A Tale Of Two Sundays

Sunday June 22nd 2014, I woke up at 7am. I had gone to bed at 3am but did not drift off to sleep till 5am. It was no surprise that I had a dull ache in my head. JKF was already up and getting dressed. I picked up my phone and saw the large number of missed calls and text messages. I put the phone down and called for my morning coffee. I was told that visitors were waiting to see us. I nodded my head but made no move to leave the bedroom. I looked at my phone again and saw that I had just missed a call from Erelu Angela Adebayo, the wife of Otunba Niyi Adebayo, former Governor of Ekiti State, who is one of our political leaders and mentors. If anyone knew exactly how I was feeling that morning, it would be Erelu Adebayo, because her husband also lost his second term bid in 2003.

Saturday June 21st 2014 was a very bad day, one of those days that I referred to recently as Ojo buruku esu bu omi mu -The day the devil came to drink water’. That day, my husband lost his re-election bid. Even though we knew there where disgruntled interest groups and some political associates had left to join another party hereby splitting some of our votes, we did not see a loss coming. JKF worked hard during his first term in office and his administration had a lot to show for it. When he ran for re-election in 2014, he ran on the basis of what he had accomplished and the promise of continuing all the great initiatives that had been started. Even the worst critics of his administration admitted that he accomplished a great deal. However, there was a disturbing narrative that no amount of logic could dislodge. JKF was described as ‘too academic, aloof, stubborn, disconnected, stingy’ and so on. He was not the kind of political leader favoured in our environment. The June 2014 election was like a war in Ekiti State. The election was heavily militarized and many of our party officials were arrested or hounded out of town before the election to prevent them from leading party members to the polls. Through a combination of the role played by the heavy-handed security agencies, the intimidation of voters, and the shady activities of some of the officials at the electoral management body, the Independent Electoral Commission (INEC), there was a perfect storm that cost us the election.

That Sunday June 22nd, Erelu Angela who I call ‘Big Sis’, comforted me and as I listened to her kind words I started to cry. I told her that there were a number of visitors out in the living room and I did not want to go out and face them because I did not know what to say to them. She told me to go out and raise their spirits with a song. And that is exactly what I did. I showered, dressed up and walked into the living room looking smart and all smiles, singing a popular Yoruba Christian song, ‘Awa ju asegun lo’ – We are more than conquerors. When the visitors saw that I was not downcast or looking miserable, they attempted to hide their own misery and the atmosphere of gloom improved a bit. As I tried to comfort the women who had come to visit on Sunday June 22nd 2014, I said to them, ‘Our assignment in Ekiti is over. We would have liked to spend 8 years, but now God has told us that we are done for now. He will show us the way. Take heart, God knows best. We have carried out our assignment to the best of our ability. We have a lot to be thankful for. We will not mourn’. I knew I needed to be strong for my husband’s sake, so even if my heart was broken, my spirit was not.

Throughout the day visitors trooped in, and even though I knew they were coming to show solidarity, I did not like the fact that some of them would burst into tears the moment they set eyes on me. The visits continued throughout Sunday and Monday. By Tuesday I could not bear the thought of more delegations coming to ‘mourn’ with us, so I left Ekiti for Ghana and switched off my phone. While I was away, the creepy spokesman for the other side spread a story on social media that I had collapsed and was in hospital. When my friends could not reach me, they panicked. It was a terrible time.

I have alluded to some of the things that transpired after JKF lost the Ekiti election in 2014. Losing an election was not the end of the world as far as I was concerned. What came after was more devastating. People often say failure is an orphan. No, failure is not an orphan, failure is a bastard. People take pity on orphans and offer help and have a sense of obligation towards them. No one pities a bastard, the usual treatment is scorn, derision and ridicule. Trusted friends and colleagues decided to dissociate themselves from us and seek political fortunes elsewhere. That in itself was not a bad thing, but the lies, distortions, character assassination and revisions of history were almost unbearable. The message from all this was clear. JKF was now irrelevant, finished, a persona non grata. Or so they thought. Shortly after, JKF chaired an excellent party convention in December 2014 that produced the Presidential Candidate for the All Progressives Congress (APC), he played a key role in the 2015 Presidential Campaign, and he served as a Federal Minister. Not bad for a persona non grata.

Sunday July 15th 2018, I went to bed at 4am and fell asleep at 6am. I was too excited to sleep, but I knew the next day would be a very long one. By 8am our country home was full of guests, including three Governors and their entourages. Everyone was smiling broadly and there was a lot of hugging and back-slapping. By the time JKF was officially declared the Governor-Elect of Ekiti State by the Independent Electoral Commission that morning, there were at least 2,000 people in our compound and the field right beside the house.

There was a wonderful celebration, and as we all sang and danced, the lessons were not lost on anyone. No one knows tomorrow. We don’t know what a new dawn brings, so we should be mindful of our words and actions. Every community has their own version of the story about the pauper who became a prince and the Prince who became a frog. There can be no contestation for power without subversion or disruption. However, it does not mean we have to lose our humanity. When mere mortals forget that they were created by a superior being, they get very forceful reminders. Last week, there was a lot of drama involving the current leadership of Ekiti State which has inspired a range of hilarious memes and videos. They all had the same theme – ‘How are the mighty fallen’. Even if some of us are bad at Arithmetic, we all know 1+1=2. And even if we have never been to a farm, we should know that you can’t plant cassava and harvest yams.

Two Sundays. Two major events in my life. Two totally different outcomes. How do I feel? There are not enough words to describe how I feel, but let me throw out a few -thankful, relieved, grateful, tired, excited, vindicated, forgiving and hopeful. I give thanks to God Almighty for his mercy and favour. I would like to thank all those who provided financial, material, technical, moral and spiritual support. I wish our political space was not as toxic and chaotic as it is now. This needs to change. Meanwhile, let me now take a break and sleep well for the first time in a long time. Tell yourself, ‘I am more than a conqueror because I have faith’.
Have a great week.

Bisi Adeleye-Fayemi is a Gender Specialist, Social Entrepreneur and Writer. She is the Founder of Abovewhispers.com, an online community for women. She can be reached at BAF@abovewhispers.com

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20 Responses to LOUD WHISPERS: A Tale Of Two Sundays

  1. Femi Diipo July 19, 2018 at 11:52 pm

    “I am more than conqueror, because I have faith” Victory at last!!! I never had any doubt about this and since the journey started, I’ve been only waiting for the right and best time to finally say “Congratulations!!!”

  2. Femi Diipo July 19, 2018 at 11:54 pm

    “I am more than conqueror, because I have faith” Victory at last!!! I never had any doubt about this and since the journey started, I’ve been only waiting for the right and best time to finally say “Congratulations!!!”

  3. Dom Dom July 20, 2018 at 12:04 am

    Before I became an ardent follower of this page, I hadn’t known much about you and my best impressions were from “mixed” rumors from my friends back home in Ekiti. But since I’ve come to know you through these incredible articles; your personality, ideology, excellent character and class. These have given me immense faith and assurance
    that the welfare of my state can never be in better hands. I look forward to more works of transformation in Ekiti in the next four years. Congratulations to you and your husband ma’am. I believe in you

  4. Owolabi Kehinde July 20, 2018 at 5:53 am

    I am more than conqueror. Have actually been waiting for this week loud whispers. I couldn’t sleep till around 3 as well on July 15, I woke up 30 minutes later when ikere local govt votes were being counted, I was sacred, but to God be the Glory Ise local govt votes did wonders, then I calmed down, and finally JKF was declared the winner. I rolled on the floor to glorify the name of the Lord. That finally we are free and more than conquerors… congrats to us ma… more of good news IJN. AMEN

  5. Ale Olawale Peters July 20, 2018 at 1:01 pm

    Quite inspiring and thoughtful

  6. Onaolatomirin Falade July 20, 2018 at 6:22 pm

    Beautifully worded. It is a story expertly told, an expression of true reality when the noise of the unreal becomes too deafening.

  7. DSEED July 20, 2018 at 8:14 pm

    YES! I am more than a conquerer because I have faith. Congratulations ma. We thank God that all the sleepless night doesn’t end in vain. Victory at last.

  8. Eric Onuoha July 21, 2018 at 2:02 pm

    I agree with you that I am more than a conqueror. It was a good thing to encourage the people after the loss of the election. This goes to show that all hope is not lost as long as you put up a good fighting spirit. Congratulations to JFK and to you Ma

  9. Ayeni Aderonke July 21, 2018 at 4:04 pm

    Congratulations ma. Love you ma

  10. Adedoyin Egbeyemi Bunmi-Alo July 21, 2018 at 5:28 pm

    The Lord will grant our Governor-elect the wisdom to apply in his administration in this new dispensation. I must say, Ekiti people are the most complexed and toughest in the Southwest. Our political terrain is the different, but we shall excel. Congratulations Her Excellency!

  11. Kemi July 21, 2018 at 9:32 pm

    I already commented in theelitesng.com but will repost my comment here.

    God is in total control. He got your back.
    Wishing his excellency and you a blessed tenure.

  12. Olushola Aderanti July 23, 2018 at 8:06 am

    Congratulations My First Lady, In The End, we sang the song of victory.

  13. Shina Dideolu July 23, 2018 at 8:12 am

    I heard about the gory stories of 2014 election, I know some peeps who ran out of the state due to the aftermath of the election. I can imagine but we bless God that this time, tide turned and the dance of victory is ours. We are indeed more than conquerors.

  14. Laura Dameson July 23, 2018 at 8:15 am

    I just knew this would be different, I knew we would win this one. In fact, I persuaded some of my friends at work to travel down to ekiti just to come and vote. Every Vote counts and when we heard the news, we have been dancing and singing, seeing your video on instgram and facebook also gladdened our hearts.

  15. veronica Imaseun July 23, 2018 at 8:20 am

    God! I have been waiting for this and here it is! well done to everyone that worked tirelessly to make this happen. Well done Erelu, well done my First Lady. I saw the press briefing and saw how you were staring at your husband lovingly, jeeez, it was so sweet. Congrats to everyone of you again.

  16. Victor Udoh July 23, 2018 at 8:21 am

    In the end, No condition is permanent. In the end, there will be light, in the end there will be growth, in the end, we will shine. Congrats!

  17. Lola Adeoye July 23, 2018 at 8:23 am

    I am glad to read this, I am glad to see this happen. I am glad to see the joy, I am glad the we triumphed! That olorikori man should pack away from that government house please!

  18. Olakunle Olajide July 23, 2018 at 8:27 pm

    I am more than a conqueror because i have faith. Congratulations once again ma’am.

  19. Evang Foluso Daramola July 23, 2018 at 11:04 pm

    What a worthy experience. Very few leaders ever have the opportunity to evaluate the loyalty of people around them in and out of office. Most leaders are usually blinded by fumes of intoxicating power and money but YE’s analysis above has shown that intellectualism and scholarship can make a difference.
    JKF’s absence for almost four years has seen our collective psych assaulted and our identity as a land of honour corroded. We are praying that you will use your strength and academic brilliance to support the man currently chosen by Almighty God to bring Ekiti out of the doldrums.

  20. Abigail Ninson July 24, 2018 at 10:53 am

    Two Sundays, two different outcomes; to God be the glory, great things He has done. Congratulations, we are really proud of you


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